Traces

I've never been a writer, but I do relate to those people who write to share and inspire readers or to purge themselves of pent up emotions. There is a beauty in how elaborate stories can be wrapped up in succinct words. I believe this is where 'less is more' comes into play where the art of subtlety triumphs over lengthy blatant descriptions. It's a pity I don't possess that kind of writing talent. But I make do. :)

This has become a stale space since I am usually only here when I have nothing happy to say. Haha! I've finally gotten around to rid my sidebars of nihilistic quotes and tagboard spam (should I just remove that whole thing?? But it contains much useless yet precious memories!). I'm not sure how long my hype would last but I guess an occasional maintenance effort should be applauded! :D

Was recently plagued by petty matters that were blown out of proportion. It is laughable how I managed to get myself caught in such situations especially when I have always been wary and careful dealing with these insensitive yet oversensitive people. Had my self-worth destroyed and my heart shattered, but in retrospect... These were worth me finally stepping out and looking back (albeit in disdain) at the terrible environment I was actually in. My heart is mending and getting stronger than before, my vision never more clear. Come at me, I'm not afraid. I know you inside out :)

Was so tempted to illustrate all that has happened. The urge to reveal the happenings was growing stronger every single day. I felt wronged, frustrated, curious. Yes I was curious about what version of the happenings would be floating around the place. But as time passed, I felt my heart rest. What use is there to pursue the matter, when people who trust you will continue to, and those that doubt you will only think worse of you?

I have wanted so bad to let the whole world see the pattern in their behaviour and attitudes, but not anymore. One day, they will see for themselves. Just hopefully not as brutally as I did.

Thanks to many cathartic talks I had with different people, I am learning to become a (the) better person. With every closed door God does open another; I now know who is by my side and these are the people whom I should be spending my soul on.

Am also fixing my life where I have afflicted damages. My mum's never happier to see me at home, I'm enjoying my participation in Arts Oweek 2013 planning immensely, and I've found back my old but not lost friends. Also I'm sure Ronald would be disappointed if I didn't mention him so I would say I have been so eager and glad to save my spare weekends exploring places with him, or simply screaming away killing zombies on his PS3 at home.

I thought it was a rough patch, but it seems life has taken a turn for the better. Results have improved, work is stressful but exciting, I'm busy catching up with all that I have missed and appreciate what I have even more.

How am I? Grand, I'm grand :)

Clovergreen♥

There's more to things
than you'll ever know,
but I'm beginning to anticipate the unknown.

Smile,
because you are worth it.

Tey Xiao Wei
08021991
NUS FASS
Victoria Junior College
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